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ヤクザさんは「人の金」、だから私は「自分の魂」。ありがとう。


やくざさんは「人の金」 で舎弟さんを動かします。



だから私は「自分の魂」 で「人様の心」を動かします。



ヤクザさんは心を入れ替えて形をとやり方を変えれば、

「保護団」になれるかも知れないのにね。



私は救われるべき魂を救う使命という魂を持っている。。



そこに忠実に生きて行きますね。




日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間にある、、ギャップ

日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間に ギャップ を感じている。

いわば冷房と暖房。。

日本での体験が発端なのにも拘らず。



目の前に起きている現実を受け止めて一団となり解決しなければ、

日本の成長はない。



これ、、、またまたギャップ、、?



、、、ま、いいか。


私は負けない。



お解りになる方々とはそのうちにお会い致しましょう。。

実は大勢の方がいらっしゃるかも知れません、、

そして目覚め始められている大勢の方々がいらっしゃるかも知れません。



今まで、一番影響力のある業界の中には

目印の旗がなかっただけですよね?


私が持っておりますので。 ^:^   



、、ま、、でですね、、、。。。



カリフォルニア州LAのUCLA大学で見たフクロウ。(日本語版) 私だけが気づいた奇妙さ。


かつてLAのUCLA大学に通学中、夜のキャンパスでフクロウを目撃したことがある。 

クラスを終えて帰ろうとした時、キャンパスのメインの道の大木の上にそのフクロウ子は停っていた。 


本物のフクロウ、それは1989年のこと。


自然の中でフクロウを見ること自体が珍しいのに、大都会のロスにあるUCLA大学のキャンパス内での目撃だった。

どうやって来たのかも不思議なことながら、じっと動かずに佇んでいた本物のフクロウの出現は、

勿論それまでにも聞いたことがなかった。


遠くからでも何故かそれがフクロウだと私はすぐに気づいたのだが、他の学生も沢山行き来しているなかで他には誰も気づいていないのが更に奇妙な雰囲気だった。


道の真ん中で私だけが立ち止まり見ている、、「どうした?」と聞いて来る人がいても良さそうなのに、誰も何も言わない。


’道行く人に教えなくちゃ!’ と思ったのも束の間、少しずつ近づいて行くと今度は急に恐ろしくなりまして。


人様にこの存在を言えば、ヒッチコック映画の ’鳥’ のようにこちらに飛んできて襲われるのではないかと思い、

「これは人に言ってはいけないことだ」と何故か思ってしまったのです。
 

結局12-13Mよりも先に近づくことは止め、そのまま遠り過ぎました。


何が一番気味が悪かったかと言えば、その後無事に自宅に戻った私はこの奇妙なフクロウのことを、

何年も後になるまで全く思い起こすことが無く、それは気づけば2008年まで続いていたのだということです。


普段私はこのような珍しいことが人生で起こると、その件について何度も思い起こすタイプなのですが、

このフクロウに関してはまるでその記憶を何かに排除させられたかのように、その場を離れた途端に

全く気にも留めることなく、その後約20年間を過ごしていたという訳なのです。


あの夜に感じた恐ろしさも、実はこのフクロウを思い出すことを拒否することへの手伝いをしていたのかとも思うのですが、、、。


そして2008年、それまでの20年間で体験したいろいろな事やその諸々の意味を考えてある説に真剣に辿り着いた時、

その理論的に証明された私の人生への陰謀を立証する証のひとつとして、このフクロウが位置づけされました。


以前にSMAPの中居マーちゃんが言ってくれました、^:^ 「今度は本当の公認自叙伝を出して下さいね!」


いつか本当の人生体験をまとめたいと思う。


日本では一度首都高で死にそうになり、その時に奇跡が起きました、

カリフォルニアのフリーウエイ I-405 という高速道路では二度も殺されそうになりまして ^:^ 

フロリダでもSecurityの仕掛けがありました。
 

私は恋について語る人間ではない、語るならば違う視点からだ。 

私には場末のセンスはない。


人生を語りたいんだ。 あの本でどれだけ私の人格を陰謀工作されたことかーー。


本よりも先に歌が出ますけどね。


という訳で、あのフクロウのことは今年は良く思い出す。

あの夜の空気と場所と、離れた空間やその怖さと不思議さも昨日のことのように覚えている。


あの子は何処から来て何処に帰ったのだろう、、。


あまり考えていると明日何処かでひょんなことになり急に再会したら怖いので(国も違う今は南国なのに??!)、

此処で書いて伝えたら、暫く考えるのは止めておくことにします、、。 ^;^





The strange owl I saw at UCLA. Very Creepy... 奇妙なフクロウをUCLAで見たことがある。誰も知らない,誰も気ずいていなかった。 conspiracyはいつもすぐそばにいた。

I saw the strange owl at UCLA in 1989. It was very creepy, and very rare to see the owl?
 
in the city of Los Angeles??


I finished the class at UCLA that night and walking towards the parking lot going home alone, other people were walking around just like myself, but nobody else seemed to notice what I noticed. The owl That's resting on the tree in the dark.

She was exactly looked the same as those we've seen in the pictures, and looking only into me, its eyes were sparkling which made her more creepy.~~

It was the main walking road in the middle of the campus, and the tree which on her resting about 100 feet away from me.

I noticed, suddenly and right away, because as I told you those two circle shaped thing were shining even far away, and I had no choice but pass that tree to leave the campus.
 
I couldn't get my eyes off of it, because I had to make sure it won't move nor attack me,like a HItch-Cock movie ' the bird' . As I walking straight it still locking at me, and I'm looking at back, just before I walked by I stopped for a moment, about 40 feet away, to found out  it's the real living owl, without any movement,
that was wierd, too.

I wanted to tell people passing me by,

 'Hey, look!  It'is an owl on the tree! Right over there!!"

but  if I did, it will attack me I thought, so I couldn't

Instead, I was just praying so hard for it won't fly out at me and attack me.
It was about 5min to walk by slowly, still, nobody noticed this creepy animal hunging on the tree.

I had never heard anybody who encounter the natural owl out there in anywhere in  80's, nor 70's... 

And this incedent was close to the 21 century (in 1989) ,what in the world is she doing up there?? 

At UCLA
campus, like this? ??? 

Is there any kind of connection with ill**inati thing in UCLA, like in Harvard?   That was exactly loocking at only me, I hope it wasn't put a curse on ,me.

Well,  NOT, it can't.^^


Strange enough, I totally have forgotten about this incident as I left that scene,

which is absolutely unusual, because I usually tend to  think over and over, 
to figure it out what it is all about, everytime I had some kind of strange experience like this in my life, 

But I  have
never reminded myself about this for almost 20 years until 2007, as if something has tried to RECALL my memory or vanish it, out of could be of my own fear.

I had understood the meaning of the OWL in 2008, and the whole situations I had since I was 21 all became clear, figured all out what has been really going on with my life and what has come after me. Including another trap that the book I did not write in 2006 nor they never given me a chance to be able to check before it was published, had been on sale without my permission, that was a bizar betrayal but  I had no chance to stand up for myself.
This book's producer has done very evil to me, and another media became all part of him just for thier own benefits.

This whole conspiracy issue may had been started since I was 15, the time I was scouted to be in a movie and became a star in one of major leading role of the movie, and I became recognized and being a movie star right away.
This is the spiritual conspiracy for I am the only celebrity in Japan who growa up in a cathoric school in a wealthy family, having a natural face, never had worked on my face they say about me very beautiful.( Sorry, I had to write it,objectively)

My life has been very important to my people and I know I am helping falks to awake their eyes wide open.

This is why THEY have come after me all over in each country wherever I am, creating many CONSPIRACIES against me to get my soul,
but they always fail.
They are trying to get people's souls too, the people who have followed me as a good icon.

I was even close to deadly accident three times when I was driving on a free way, I-405 in California, Tokyo and Orlando,Florida. Each time they try, they fail, I survive. So they have stopped this attempt in 1998, thank God.
Nobody can harm me nor never ever get my SOUL. Anyone/satanic people. I never will allow it.
My soul belongs to the CREATER of the universe.

There are so many malicious existence in this world now, but there is a way out of this.

P
eople don' t need to believe in miracles, just only must to 'KNOW'.





I did not do it. Forgery. The real criminals are out there, still hiding their sins,'till this day.
I kept this truth for so many years and I have to tell you ,R:** and V** now,  that

 I did not write those sentences of that letter in 1995. 
 
It was an awful forgery that  the real criminals are OUT THERE still,
 
living in this world hiding, foe all those years. 


 I do have pretty much good idea who did this to set me up.


The name was C.* ( This is how you guys called about him),

Mic***l, ( not the brother, but the other one),

and the gilrl E.W( you know ,you cospiracied against me about this. So, they used this person) .


As I warned you, C.* is the guy who came straight from hell, and as a matter of a fact, you literally  SAW

what I meant by him how he did treated me and  our friendship that time, and

as aresult, I was right ,ironically. 


I could have sued the city of Orlando, Walt Disney World, Florida state, and pleasure Island.


I was too tolerant and I did not grew up the way sueing people, and as I have been a famous actress
 
for long time since I was 15,

 I was too professionaly trained not to compalin about anythings.

We wear a thick jacket in hot summer day, wearing a short pants in a freezy crazy winter,for acting!!

I am a person who forgives some others sins, basically, and that made me so big hearted girl, after all!.

But sadly, I know no other people, even an other actress, live like I am living, not even in Japan.

I have a heart, that exactly illumina** people don't want me to have.


Some said it's a crime of

' Having an unconditional loving heart'

Yeah, I f you have a dirty heart, it is. Yes, If you are trained by killumina** , then it may.


I was the most attacked celebrity in Japan, I must tell you, NO KIDDING.


Others can lie, and related to Japanese YAKUZA.  I have never have, which is totally rare way
 
to live in this country as an entertainer, so far.


I had to become not to do anything against any criminals, this may sounds very funny but,
 
yes, after all , be tolerant about ' Being falsely accused '

It was possibly for me, because of those years of false accusations, by media and stupid tabloids,

greedy people who always lie for money.


I am nice, kind, ^:^ and neive, so people take advantage of me, always, and everywhere,

A  LOT.


I FED UP WITH THOSE HUMANS.
 
I really do.


So? if same thing ever happens to me again ?
 
I definately go to the lawyer, police, and I will send those criminals to the custody for two or three, or more,

for their SATANIC insane behavior.

But  I ALSO KNOW,,, that it will never ever happen again... 

 
Well,who could have this kind of interesting experiences in thier life,

unless you are a real child of GOD, and you are innocent.


After all, I am proud of myself.


But I really had to tell you, that I did not write the sentence which THEY forgeried in oder to call it evidence.


The truth is  I am innocent. I have to confirm this the most, 

as you may have not noticed this truth yet, even  'till this day.


If you could know more about good and evil as I had told you 23 years ago,

then youwould have known right away that it was not me who wrote that.


Japanese media did not tell the truth to the world as I told them  in 2007.


They distorted the truth of what had happened for real in the first place in 1995, and  ignored the true story.
 
I said

' I did not write that sentences, somebody set me up. It was a forgery, so I did even go to the FBI to seek

some real help about it'


You had an intervew and you lied about the wired fence,around your house?
 
I did not even know where you lived.  And what, a protection vest from bullet?

You really said this?

You are crazy. You are the one who is insane.

 
How could you say such a lie,like that?

to make me look like a dangerous one ?  you wanted to set me up?? purposely?

I am being very special and  always living as a humble girl, you know this ?? 


So, now you listen to me carefully R**, (and   V**) again,

the story I told you about in here is that what really happened to me in 1995,

and  you, R**, for some reason, you used this tragedy against my new friendship, therefore you
 
passed that satanic energy to V** and ruined it. 
 

Don't you ever use thisnever again.

I tried to help you, why becaus I saw you behind the bar while you are singing on stage in August 1995.

I did not tell you before, but this is the truth, and look, what had did happened to you in 1998 August?

You were indeed, behind the bar, as I saw.

I was right.  So don't ever try to ruin my real reputation by teling your own controlling desire about my exsistence,

because thiat is not true, and that is real.

 
I forgave of what was mistakely happened, except the real criminals, but if you bring this

incedent up against me in anywhere , anytime, in the future, then I will take it as a threat,

and I will take this to the court.

I will bring those issues up and sue you and your former colleagues.


They had no right to even take me to that place, because I was not in a club,

everybody has a right to go to the parking lot to just park the car.


Finally, the time has come,  people should wake up about how this world has been ruled out.

They don't like anybody who has a true loving nature that helps to make the better world.


Their purpose is to curse the world.

They are the one who curse the world, I NEVER DO.  I help the world.

They are the one who do voodoo, I HAVE NEVER DONE.

They always turn the table on me, because they  KNOW who I REALLY AM.

And I KNOW who they really are. 


Because If I didn't tell you this now, R*n,  how would you ever know it was a fake trap letter that you read,
 
unless you, did related  to that set-up paln.

 
The plan like an illumina** people would make as a consipiracy against me.

Or.,,,

..you...?  

 

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