日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間に ギャップ を感じている。
人様にこの存在を言えば、ヒッチコック映画の ’鳥’ のようにこちらに飛んできて襲われるのではないかと思い、
カリフォルニアのフリーウエイ I-405 という高速道路では二度も殺されそうになりまして ＾：＾
I saw the strange owl at UCLA in 1989. It was very creepy, and very rare to see the owl?
in the city of Los Angeles??
I finished the class at UCLA that night and walking towards the parking lot going home alone, other people were walking around just like myself, but nobody else seemed to notice what I noticed. The owl That's resting on the tree in the dark.
She was exactly looked the same as those we've seen in the pictures, and looking only into me, its eyes were sparkling which made her more creepy.~~
It was the main walking road in the middle of the campus, and the tree which on her resting about 100 feet away from me.
I noticed, suddenly and right away, because as I told you those two circle shaped thing were shining even far away, and I had no choice but pass that tree to leave the campus.
I couldn't get my eyes off of it, because I had to make sure it won't move nor attack me,like a HItch-Cock movie ' the bird' . As I walking straight it still locking at me, and I'm looking at back, just before I walked by I stopped for a moment, about 40 feet away, to found out it's the real living owl, without any movement, that was wierd, too.
I wanted to tell people passing me by,
'Hey, look! It'is an owl on the tree! Right over there!!"
but if I did, it will attack me I thought, so I couldn't
Instead, I was just praying so hard for it won't fly out at me and attack me.
It was about 5min to walk by slowly, still, nobody noticed this creepy animal hunging on the tree.
I had never heard anybody who encounter the natural owl out there in anywhere in 80's, nor 70's...
And this incedent was close to the 21 century (in 1989) ,what in the world is she doing up there??
At UCLA campus, like this? ???
Is there any kind of connection with ill**inati thing in UCLA, like in Harvard? That was exactly loocking at only me, I hope it wasn't put a curse on ,me.
Well, NOT, it can't.^^
Strange enough, I totally have forgotten about this incident as I left that scene,
which is absolutely unusual, because I usually tend to think over and over, to figure it out what it is all about, everytime I had some kind of strange experience like this in my life,
But I have never reminded myself about this for almost 20 years until 2007, as if something has tried to RECALL my memory or vanish it, out of could be of my own fear.
I had understood the meaning of the OWL in 2008, and the whole situations I had since I was 21 all became clear, figured all out what has been really going on with my life and what has come after me. Including another trap that the book I did not write in 2006 nor they never given me a chance to be able to check before it was published, had been on sale without my permission, that was a bizar betrayal but I had no chance to stand up for myself.
This book's producer has done very evil to me, and another media became all part of him just for thier own benefits.
This whole conspiracy issue may had been started since I was 15, the time I was scouted to be in a movie and became a star in one of major leading role of the movie, and I became recognized and being a movie star right away.
This is the spiritual conspiracy for I am the only celebrity in Japan who growa up in a cathoric school in a wealthy family, having a natural face, never had worked on my face they say about me very beautiful.( Sorry, I had to write it,objectively)
My life has been very important to my people and I know I am helping falks to awake their eyes wide open.
This is why THEY have come after me all over in each country wherever I am, creating many CONSPIRACIES against me to get my soul,
but they always fail.
They are trying to get people's souls too, the people who have followed me as a good icon.
I was even close to deadly accident three times when I was driving on a free way, I-405 in California, Tokyo and Orlando,Florida. Each time they try, they fail, I survive. So they have stopped this attempt in 1998, thank God.
Nobody can harm me nor never ever get my SOUL. Anyone/satanic people. I never will allow it.
My soul belongs to the CREATER of the universe.
There are so many malicious existence in this world now, but there is a way out of this.
People don' t need to believe in miracles, just only must to 'KNOW'.
I did not write those sentences of that letter in 1995.
It was an awful forgery that the real criminals are OUT THERE still,
living in this world hiding, foe all those years.
I do have pretty much good idea who did this to set me up.
The name was C.* ( This is how you guys called about him),
Mic***l, ( not the brother, but the other one),
and the gilrl E.W( you know ,you cospiracied against me about this. So, they used this person) .
As I warned you, C.* is the guy who came straight from hell, and as a matter of a fact, you literally SAW
what I meant by him how he did treated me and our friendship that time, and
as aresult, I was right ,ironically.
I could have sued the city of Orlando, Walt Disney World, Florida state, and pleasure Island.
I was too tolerant and I did not grew up the way sueing people, and as I have been a famous actress
for long time since I was 15,
I was too professionaly trained not to compalin about anythings.
We wear a thick jacket in hot summer day, wearing a short pants in a freezy crazy winter,for acting!!
I am a person who forgives some others sins, basically, and that made me so big hearted girl, after all!.
But sadly, I know no other people, even an other actress, live like I am living, not even in Japan.
I have a heart, that exactly illumina** people don't want me to have.
Some said it's a crime of
' Having an unconditional loving heart'
Yeah, I f you have a dirty heart, it is. Yes, If you are trained by killumina** , then it may.
I was the most attacked celebrity in Japan, I must tell you, NO KIDDING.
Others can lie, and related to Japanese YAKUZA. I have never have, which is totally rare way
to live in this country as an entertainer, so far.
I had to become not to do anything against any criminals, this may sounds very funny but,
yes, after all , be tolerant about ' Being falsely accused '
It was possibly for me, because of those years of false accusations, by media and stupid tabloids,
greedy people who always lie for money.
I am nice, kind, ^：^ and neive, so people take advantage of me, always, and everywhere,
I FED UP WITH THOSE HUMANS.
I really do.
So? if same thing ever happens to me again ?
I definately go to the lawyer, police, and I will send those criminals to the custody for two or three, or more,
for their SATANIC insane behavior.
But I ALSO KNOW,,, that it will never ever happen again...
Well,who could have this kind of interesting experiences in thier life,
unless you are a real child of GOD, and you are innocent.
After all, I am proud of myself.
But I really had to tell you, that I did not write the sentence which THEY forgeried in oder to call it evidence.
The truth is I am innocent. I have to confirm this the most,
as you may have not noticed this truth yet, even 'till this day.
If you could know more about good and evil as I had told you 23 years ago,
then youwould have known right away that it was not me who wrote that.
Japanese media did not tell the truth to the world as I told them in 2007.
They distorted the truth of what had happened for real in the first place in 1995, and ignored the true story.
' I did not write that sentences, somebody set me up. It was a forgery, so I did even go to the FBI to seek
some real help about it'
You had an intervew and you lied about the wired fence,around your house?
I did not even know where you lived. And what, a protection vest from bullet?
You really said this?
You are crazy. You are the one who is insane.
How could you say such a lie,like that?
to make me look like a dangerous one ? you wanted to set me up?? purposely?
I am being very special and always living as a humble girl, you know this ??
So, now you listen to me carefully R**, (and V**) again,
the story I told you about in here is that what really happened to me in 1995,
and you, R**, for some reason, you used this tragedy against my new friendship, therefore you
passed that satanic energy to V** and ruined it.
Don't you ever use thisnever again.
I tried to help you, why becaus I saw you behind the bar while you are singing on stage in August 1995.
I did not tell you before, but this is the truth, and look, what had did happened to you in 1998 August?
You were indeed, behind the bar, as I saw.
I was right. So don't ever try to ruin my real reputation by teling your own controlling desire about my exsistence,
because thiat is not true, and that is real.
I forgave of what was mistakely happened, except the real criminals, but if you bring this
incedent up against me in anywhere , anytime, in the future, then I will take it as a threat,
and I will take this to the court.
I will bring those issues up and sue you and your former colleagues.
They had no right to even take me to that place, because I was not in a club,
everybody has a right to go to the parking lot to just park the car.
Finally, the time has come, people should wake up about how this world has been ruled out.
They don't like anybody who has a true loving nature that helps to make the better world.
Their purpose is to curse the world.
They are the one who curse the world, I NEVER DO. I help the world.
They are the one who do voodoo, I HAVE NEVER DONE.
They always turn the table on me, because they KNOW who I REALLY AM.
And I KNOW who they really are.
Because If I didn't tell you this now, R*n, how would you ever know it was a fake trap letter that you read,
unless you, did related to that set-up paln.
The plan like an illumina** people would make as a consipiracy against me.