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石原真理絵  marieIshIhara真理子 "ふわっとした瞬間”
ヤクザさんは「人の金」、だから私は「自分の魂」。ありがとう。


やくざさんは「人の金」 で舎弟さんを動かします。



だから私は「自分の魂」 で「人様の心」を動かします。



ヤクザさんは心を入れ替えて形をとやり方を変えれば、

「保護団」になれるかも知れないのにね。



私は救われるべき魂を救う使命という魂を持っている。。



そこに忠実に生きて行きますね。



日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間にある、、ギャップ

日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間に ギャップ を感じている。

いわば冷房と暖房。。

日本での体験が発端なのにも拘らず。



目の前に起きている現実を受け止めて一団となり解決しなければ、

日本の成長はない。



これ、、、またまたギャップ、、?



、、、ま、いいか。


私は負けない。



お解りになる方々とはそのうちにお会い致しましょう。。

実は大勢の方がいらっしゃるかも知れません、、

そして目覚め始められている大勢の方々がいらっしゃるかも知れません。



今まで、一番影響力のある業界の中には

目印の旗がなかっただけですよね?


私が持っておりますので。 ^:^   



、、ま、、でですね、、、。。。


カリフォルニア州LAのUCLA大学で見たフクロウ。(日本語版) 私だけが気づいた「必然」。

かつてLAのUCLA大学に通学中、夜のキャンパスでフクロウを目撃したことがある。 

クラスを終えて帰ろうとした時、キャンパスのメインの道の大木の上にそのフクロウ子は停っていた。 


本物のフクロウ、それは1989年のこと。


自然の中でフクロウを見ること自体が珍しいのに、大都会のロスにあるUCLA大学のキャンパス内での目撃だった。

どうやって来たのかも不思議なことながら、じっと動かずに佇んでいたこの本物のフクロウの出現は、

勿論それまでにも聞いたことがなかった。 私以外に見掛けたこともなかった、その夜だけの出来事のようである。


遠くからでも何故かそれがフクロウだということが、人生初の体験にも関わらず私はすぐに気づいたのだが、他の学生は沢山行き来しているのに誰も気づいていないという状況、それが更に奇妙な雰囲気であったがそれは私にも必然に思えた感覚だった。


キャンパス内の道の真ん中で私だけが立ち止まりフクロウを見ている、、「どうしました?」と聞いて来る人がいても良さそうなのに、誰も何も言わないのだ。

’道行く人に教えなくちゃ!’ と思ったのも束の間、少しずつ近づいて行くと今度は急に恐ろしくなり。


人様にこの存在をその場で伝えると、このフクロウが私を目掛けてヒッチコック映画の ’鳥’ のように飛んできて襲うののではないかと思い、
「これは人に言ってはいけないことなのだ」と何故か納得してしまったのです。
 
そのまま目が合いながらも結局、12-13Mまで近づいたところで恐ろしくなりそれ以上近づくことは止め、
そのまま左へゆっくり通り過ぎました。

何が一番気味が悪かったかと言えば、その後無事に自宅に戻った私はこの奇妙なフクロウのことをすっかり忘れ、

何年も後になるまで全く思い起こすことが無かったということ。それは気づけば2008年まで振り返ることなく日々が過ぎていたのだということです。

普段私はこのような珍しいことが人生で起こると、その件について何度も思い起こすタイプなのですが、

このフクロウに関しては全く思い出しもせず。まるで何かにこ
の記憶を排除させられたかのように、その場を離れた瞬間から

全く気にも留めることなく、その後約20年間の時を経過させていたという訳なのです。

あの夜に感じた恐ろしさも、実はこのフクロウを思い出すことを拒否することへの手伝いをしていたのかとも思う次第、、。


そして2008年、それまでの20年間で体験したいろいろな事やその諸々の意味を考えて、ある説に真剣に辿り着いた時、

その理論的に証明された私の人生への陰謀を立証する証のひとつとして、このフクロウが位置づけされたのです。


以前にSMAPの中居マーちゃんが言ってくれたこと、^:^ それは「今度は本当の公認自叙伝を出して下さいね!」

2年前に吉とせずにいた強行出版された本は私がチェックも出来す良しとしてもいない内容で塗り固められたいたようなので、
いつか本当の人生体験を、様々なエピソードと共にまとめたいと思う。


日本では一度首都高で死にそうになり、その時にありもしない奇跡が起きました、

カリフォルニアのフリーウエイ I-405 という高速道路では二度も殺されそうになりまして生き延びましたし ^:^ 

フロリダでもSecurityの仕掛けがあり、ある時はいきなり車のタイヤが抜けました。その時だけ自家用車ではなかうレンタカーでした。 

私は恋について語る人間ではない、語るならば違う視点からだ。 

あのような内容など書くわけがないのである。

私のセンスは高尚なので、あのような趣味や場末センスなどは持ち合わせてもいない。


自分の世界観人生を語りたいんだ。 あの本でどれだけ私の人格を陰謀工作されたことかーー。


とはいえ今後はそれよりも本よりも先に歌が出ますけどね。


という訳で、あのフクロウのことは今年は良く思い出す。

あの夜の空気と場所と、離れた空間やその怖さと不思議さも昨日のことのように覚えている。


あのフクロウ子は何処から来て何処に帰ったのだろう、、。


あまり考えていると、明日何処かでひょんなことになり急に道端で再会したら怖いので(
今は国も違う南国滞在なのに??!) 

此処で書いて伝えたら、暫く考えるのは止めておくことにします、、。 ^;^



The strange owl I saw at UCLA. Very Creepy..奇妙なフクロウをUCLAで見たことがある。誰も知らない,誰も気ずいていなかったConspiracyはいつもすぐそばにあッた。

I saw the strange owl at UCLA in 1989. It was very creepy, and very rare to see....the owl that is. 
 
In the middle of Los Angeles city??

I finished the class that night 
at UCLA and walking my way home to the parking lot alone. Not many students were around, everybody was existting the campus. Then there was this brown thing I noticed whose eyes were sparkling looking directly at me from about 40 feets away,resting on the tree in the dark. Nobody seemed to mind what I noticed nor curious of what I saw. That was my first time I ever saw the owl of course and I bet nobodyelse would ever encounter such a creature in nature not even at the park or cafe. No fancy owl cafe around in 1989 at all. 

She was looked exactly the same as we've seen them in pictures,otherwise I wouldn't recognize what it was.We look at each other from afar and I was thinking where it came from.Couldn't believe the real living owl is right in front of me??
She was calm and didn't move at all relaxing, I stopped when I got closer to 10 feet from her, then I got scared. As much as I wanted to spot her to peeps around shouting
 'Hey, look!  It'is an owl on the tree! Right over there!!" 
I thought it may not be a good idea for it might attack me from revealing her time in nature an UCLA.
Instead, I shut my mind whilt I stooped and looed st her. The silence between us made
 her more creepy.~~

It was the main campus road by the parking lot, I had no choice but pass this creature leaving the spot.
  As I walked by I couldn't get my eyes off of it,to make sure it won't attack me like a HItch-Cock movie ' the bird'. I slowly made it and never looked back,only
 praying so hard for it won't fly after me from my back. 
It was about 5min to slowly walk by since I spotted her away, still, nobody noticed but me this creepy animal hunging on the tree.

I had never heard anybody who encountered the natural owl out there in anywhere in 80's nor 60's 70's... 

This incedent was close to the 21 century (in 1989) ,what in the world is she doing up there? at UCLA
campus like this??  I was thinking but as I got home, strangely I had totally forgotten about it till 4 years ago in 2008.
I've had so many mysterios incidents like this in any countries where I've ever lived in my whole life.Includes some are of very highly spiritual but not paranormal occultic.It has been here and there in my whole life, therefore I've learnt different dimentional facts with 
deeper spiritual beautifel meaning that is rather fantasy but real thing. Never a hooror though.

Go back to the owl story,I thought it may relates to the connection with ill****ti if it ever existed in UCLA like it does in Harvard..
That,is not my concern, in fact I rather enjoyed that I had such a natural encounter with owl that I didn't know at that time that owl is a symbol of wisdom. As I'm living a true Aquarius,i'm flattered if the owl that night showed up to me for an encouragement and acknowlegment of who anh how I have been. ~~Not bad after all^^~

Strange enough tho,that I totally had forgotten about this incident as I left the scene till 2008. 
Absolutely unnatural as I usually tend to think it over and over everytime when I had this kind of 
strange experiences.Try to fgure it out what it is all about but this occasion. I  have never reminded myself about this for almost 20 years until 2007-2008 as if something had tried not to RECALL my memory or vanish it completely. I was told in MIB movie that indeed they got this kind of tool. Ummmmm

As I said I found out the meaning of the OWL in 2008, as well as whole misterious situations I had since I was 17. All became clear, by remenbering owl scene,finally figured it out what has been really going on with my life and what has been come after me for all those years. Including another trap by them that the book I did not write in 2006,which they never had given me a chance to ever check the story which I had NOT written but published with my name. It has been on sale without my permission that was a bizar ultimate betrayal. I had no chance to stand up for myself.
This book's producer has done very evil to me, and another media became all part of him just for thier own benefits using my name.

This whole conspiracy issue had been started since I was 15 without me knowing it, the time I was scouted to be in a major high school romantic movie as a heroin
 leading role.With one movie,I became a star and recognized everywhere, llater very famous in Japan without expecting it. I have also worlked in Hollywood.

The same time, it is the spiritual conspiracy for I am the only celebrity in Japan who grown up in a cathoric school where the current empress too went to. Grown up in a wealthy family with a natural  face meaning, never had worked on my face but got westernized structure. They say I'm very beautiful and they don't believer I'm asian. in fact,I have a Russian American ascendant tho.(Sorry and thanks, but I'm not being corky, I had to write it,objectively it's important)

My life and position have been very important to my country and people,I know I am helping falks to be awaken,their eyes to be wide open.
This is why THEY have come after me all over in every country wherever I am at. Creating many CONSPIRACIES against me to hopefully get my soul, but they never be successful. They always fail.Always

They are trying to get as many people's souls as possible by getting mine, for people who have followed me as a good icon that they admire and respect me.

I was even close to deadly accident three times when I was driving on a free way, I-405 in California, Tokyo and Orlando,Florida. Each time they try, they fail, I'm a survivior. So they finally have stopped this attempt in 1998, thank God.
Nobody can harm me nor ever able to get my SOUL. Anyone/satanic people can never get near me, I never allow it.

My soul belongs to the CREATER of the universe.

There are so many malicious existence in this world, but yes there is a way out of this.

P
eople don' t need to believe in miracles, just only must to 'KNOW'.



I did not do it. Forgery. The real criminals are out there, still hiding their sins,'till this day.
I kept this truth for so many years and I have to tell you ,R:** and V** now,  that

 I did not write those sentences of that letter in 1995. 
 
It was an awful forgery that  the real criminals are OUT THERE still,
 
living in this world hiding, foe all those years. 


 I do have pretty much good idea who did this to set me up.


The name was C.* ( This is how you guys called about him),

Mic***l, ( not the brother, but the other one),

and the gilrl E.W( you know ,you cospiracied against me about this. So, they used this person) .


As I warned you, C.* is the guy who came straight from hell, and as a matter of a fact, you literally  SAW

what I meant by him how he did treated me and  our friendship that time, and

as aresult, I was right ,ironically. 


I could have sued the city of Orlando, Walt Disney World, Florida state, and pleasure Island.


I was too tolerant and I did not grew up the way sueing people, and as I have been a famous actress
 
for long time since I was 15,

 I was too professionaly trained not to compalin about anythings.

We wear a thick jacket in hot summer day, wearing a short pants in a freezy crazy winter,for acting!!

I am a person who forgives some others sins, basically, and that made me so big hearted girl, after all!.

But sadly, I know no other people, even an other actress, live like I am living, not even in Japan.

I have a heart, that exactly illumina** people don't want me to have.


Some said it's a crime of

' Having an unconditional loving heart'

Yeah, I f you have a dirty heart, it is. Yes, If you are trained by killumina** , then it may.


I was the most attacked celebrity in Japan, I must tell you, NO KIDDING.


Others can lie, and related to Japanese YAKUZA.  I have never have, which is totally rare way
 
to live in this country as an entertainer, so far.


I had to become not to do anything against any criminals, this may sounds very funny but,
 
yes, after all , be tolerant about ' Being falsely accused '

It was possibly for me, because of those years of false accusations, by media and stupid tabloids,

greedy people who always lie for money.


I am nice, kind, ^:^ and neive, so people take advantage of me, always, and everywhere,

A  LOT.


I FED UP WITH THOSE HUMANS.
 
I really do.


So? if same thing ever happens to me again ?
 
I definately go to the lawyer, police, and I will send those criminals to the custody for two or three, or more,

for their SATANIC insane behavior.

But  I ALSO KNOW,,, that it will never ever happen again... 

 
Well,who could have this kind of interesting experiences in thier life,

unless you are a real child of GOD, and you are innocent.


After all, I am proud of myself.


But I really had to tell you, that I did not write the sentence which THEY forgeried in oder to call it evidence.


The truth is  I am innocent. I have to confirm this the most, 

as you may have not noticed this truth yet, even  'till this day.


If you could know more about good and evil as I had told you 23 years ago,

then youwould have known right away that it was not me who wrote that.


Japanese media did not tell the truth to the world as I told them  in 2007.


They distorted the truth of what had happened for real in the first place in 1995, and  ignored the true story.
 
I said

' I did not write that sentences, somebody set me up. It was a forgery, so I did even go to the FBI to seek

some real help about it'


You had an intervew and you lied about the wired fence,around your house?
 
I did not even know where you lived.  And what, a protection vest from bullet?

You really said this?

You are crazy. You are the one who is insane.

 
How could you say such a lie,like that?

to make me look like a dangerous one ?  you wanted to set me up?? purposely?

I am being very special and  always living as a humble girl, you know this ?? 


So, now you listen to me carefully R**, (and   V**) again,

the story I told you about in here is that what really happened to me in 1995,

and  you, R**, for some reason, you used this tragedy against my new friendship, therefore you
 
passed that satanic energy to V** and ruined it. 
 

Don't you ever use thisnever again.

I tried to help you, why becaus I saw you behind the bar while you are singing on stage in August 1995.

I did not tell you before, but this is the truth, and look, what had did happened to you in 1998 August?

You were indeed, behind the bar, as I saw.

I was right.  So don't ever try to ruin my real reputation by teling your own controlling desire about my exsistence,

because thiat is not true, and that is real.

 
I forgave of what was mistakely happened, except the real criminals, but if you bring this

incedent up against me in anywhere , anytime, in the future, then I will take it as a threat,

and I will take this to the court.

I will bring those issues up and sue you and your former colleagues.


They had no right to even take me to that place, because I was not in a club,

everybody has a right to go to the parking lot to just park the car.


Finally, the time has come,  people should wake up about how this world has been ruled out.

They don't like anybody who has a true loving nature that helps to make the better world.


Their purpose is to curse the world.

They are the one who curse the world, I NEVER DO.  I help the world.

They are the one who do voodoo, I HAVE NEVER DONE.

They always turn the table on me, because they  KNOW who I REALLY AM.

And I KNOW who they really are. 


Because If I didn't tell you this now, R*n,  how would you ever know it was a fake trap letter that you read,
 
unless you, did related  to that set-up paln.

 
The plan like an illumina** people would make as a consipiracy against me.

Or.,,,

..you...?  

 

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