日本の風潮と私の人生体験の間に ギャップ を感じている。
人様にこの存在をその場で伝えると、このフクロウが私を目掛けてヒッチコック映画の ’鳥’ のように飛んできて襲うののではないかと思い、
カリフォルニアのフリーウエイ I-405 という高速道路では二度も殺されそうになりまして生き延びましたし ＾：＾
I saw the strange owl at UCLA in 1989. It was very creepy, and very rare to see....the owl that is.
In the middle of Los Angeles city??
I finished the class that night at UCLA and walking my way home to the parking lot alone. Not many students were around, everybody was existting the campus. Then there was this brown thing I noticed whose eyes were sparkling looking directly at me from about 40 feets away,resting on the tree in the dark. Nobody seemed to mind what I noticed nor curious of what I saw. That was my first time I ever saw the owl of course and I bet nobodyelse would ever encounter such a creature in nature not even at the park or cafe. No fancy owl cafe around in 1989 at all.
She was looked exactly the same as we've seen them in pictures,otherwise I wouldn't recognize what it was.We look at each other from afar and I was thinking where it came from.Couldn't believe the real living owl is right in front of me??
She was calm and didn't move at all relaxing, I stopped when I got closer to 10 feet from her, then I got scared. As much as I wanted to spot her to peeps around shouting 'Hey, look! It'is an owl on the tree! Right over there!!"
I thought it may not be a good idea for it might attack me from revealing her time in nature an UCLA.
Instead, I shut my mind whilt I stooped and looed st her. The silence between us made her more creepy.~~
It was the main campus road by the parking lot, I had no choice but pass this creature leaving the spot.
As I walked by I couldn't get my eyes off of it,to make sure it won't attack me like a HItch-Cock movie ' the bird'. I slowly made it and never looked back,only praying so hard for it won't fly after me from my back.
It was about 5min to slowly walk by since I spotted her away, still, nobody noticed but me this creepy animal hunging on the tree.
I had never heard anybody who encountered the natural owl out there in anywhere in 80's nor 60's 70's...
This incedent was close to the 21 century (in 1989) ,what in the world is she doing up there? at UCLA campus like this?? I was thinking but as I got home, strangely I had totally forgotten about it till 4 years ago in 2008.
I've had so many mysterios incidents like this in any countries where I've ever lived in my whole life.Includes some are of very highly spiritual but not paranormal occultic.It has been here and there in my whole life, therefore I've learnt different dimentional facts with deeper spiritual beautifel meaning that is rather fantasy but real thing. Never a hooror though.
Go back to the owl story,I thought it may relates to the connection with ill****ti if it ever existed in UCLA like it does in Harvard..
That,is not my concern, in fact I rather enjoyed that I had such a natural encounter with owl that I didn't know at that time that owl is a symbol of wisdom. As I'm living a true Aquarius,i'm flattered if the owl that night showed up to me for an encouragement and acknowlegment of who anh how I have been. ~~Not bad after all＾＾～
Strange enough tho,that I totally had forgotten about this incident as I left the scene till 2008.
Absolutely unnatural as I usually tend to think it over and over everytime when I had this kind of strange experiences.Try to fgure it out what it is all about but this occasion. I have never reminded myself about this for almost 20 years until 2007-2008 as if something had tried not to RECALL my memory or vanish it completely. I was told in MIB movie that indeed they got this kind of tool. Ummmmm
As I said I found out the meaning of the OWL in 2008, as well as whole misterious situations I had since I was 17. All became clear, by remenbering owl scene,finally figured it out what has been really going on with my life and what has been come after me for all those years. Including another trap by them that the book I did not write in 2006,which they never had given me a chance to ever check the story which I had NOT written but published with my name. It has been on sale without my permission that was a bizar ultimate betrayal. I had no chance to stand up for myself.
This book's producer has done very evil to me, and another media became all part of him just for thier own benefits using my name.
This whole conspiracy issue had been started since I was 15 without me knowing it, the time I was scouted to be in a major high school romantic movie as a heroin leading role.With one movie,I became a star and recognized everywhere, llater very famous in Japan without expecting it. I have also worlked in Hollywood.
The same time, it is the spiritual conspiracy for I am the only celebrity in Japan who grown up in a cathoric school where the current empress too went to. Grown up in a wealthy family with a natural face meaning, never had worked on my face but got westernized structure. They say I'm very beautiful and they don't believer I'm asian. in fact,I have a Russian American ascendant tho.(Sorry and thanks, but I'm not being corky, I had to write it,objectively it's important)
My life and position have been very important to my country and people,I know I am helping falks to be awaken,their eyes to be wide open.This is why THEY have come after me all over in every country wherever I am at. Creating many CONSPIRACIES against me to hopefully get my soul, but they never be successful. They always fail.Always
They are trying to get as many people's souls as possible by getting mine, for people who have followed me as a good icon that they admire and respect me.
I was even close to deadly accident three times when I was driving on a free way, I-405 in California, Tokyo and Orlando,Florida. Each time they try, they fail, I'm a survivior. So they finally have stopped this attempt in 1998, thank God.
Nobody can harm me nor ever able to get my SOUL. Anyone/satanic people can never get near me, I never allow it.
My soul belongs to the CREATER of the universe.
There are so many malicious existence in this world, but yes there is a way out of this.
People don' t need to believe in miracles, just only must to 'KNOW'.
I did not write those sentences of that letter in 1995.
It was an awful forgery that the real criminals are OUT THERE still,
living in this world hiding, foe all those years.
I do have pretty much good idea who did this to set me up.
The name was C.* ( This is how you guys called about him),
Mic***l, ( not the brother, but the other one),
and the gilrl E.W( you know ,you cospiracied against me about this. So, they used this person) .
As I warned you, C.* is the guy who came straight from hell, and as a matter of a fact, you literally SAW
what I meant by him how he did treated me and our friendship that time, and
as aresult, I was right ,ironically.
I could have sued the city of Orlando, Walt Disney World, Florida state, and pleasure Island.
I was too tolerant and I did not grew up the way sueing people, and as I have been a famous actress
for long time since I was 15,
I was too professionaly trained not to compalin about anythings.
We wear a thick jacket in hot summer day, wearing a short pants in a freezy crazy winter,for acting!!
I am a person who forgives some others sins, basically, and that made me so big hearted girl, after all!.
But sadly, I know no other people, even an other actress, live like I am living, not even in Japan.
I have a heart, that exactly illumina** people don't want me to have.
Some said it's a crime of
' Having an unconditional loving heart'
Yeah, I f you have a dirty heart, it is. Yes, If you are trained by killumina** , then it may.
I was the most attacked celebrity in Japan, I must tell you, NO KIDDING.
Others can lie, and related to Japanese YAKUZA. I have never have, which is totally rare way
to live in this country as an entertainer, so far.
I had to become not to do anything against any criminals, this may sounds very funny but,
yes, after all , be tolerant about ' Being falsely accused '
It was possibly for me, because of those years of false accusations, by media and stupid tabloids,
greedy people who always lie for money.
I am nice, kind, ^：^ and neive, so people take advantage of me, always, and everywhere,
I FED UP WITH THOSE HUMANS.
I really do.
So? if same thing ever happens to me again ?
I definately go to the lawyer, police, and I will send those criminals to the custody for two or three, or more,
for their SATANIC insane behavior.
But I ALSO KNOW,,, that it will never ever happen again...
Well,who could have this kind of interesting experiences in thier life,
unless you are a real child of GOD, and you are innocent.
After all, I am proud of myself.
But I really had to tell you, that I did not write the sentence which THEY forgeried in oder to call it evidence.
The truth is I am innocent. I have to confirm this the most,
as you may have not noticed this truth yet, even 'till this day.
If you could know more about good and evil as I had told you 23 years ago,
then youwould have known right away that it was not me who wrote that.
Japanese media did not tell the truth to the world as I told them in 2007.
They distorted the truth of what had happened for real in the first place in 1995, and ignored the true story.
' I did not write that sentences, somebody set me up. It was a forgery, so I did even go to the FBI to seek
some real help about it'
You had an intervew and you lied about the wired fence,around your house?
I did not even know where you lived. And what, a protection vest from bullet?
You really said this?
You are crazy. You are the one who is insane.
How could you say such a lie,like that?
to make me look like a dangerous one ? you wanted to set me up?? purposely?
I am being very special and always living as a humble girl, you know this ??
So, now you listen to me carefully R**, (and V**) again,
the story I told you about in here is that what really happened to me in 1995,
and you, R**, for some reason, you used this tragedy against my new friendship, therefore you
passed that satanic energy to V** and ruined it.
Don't you ever use thisnever again.
I tried to help you, why becaus I saw you behind the bar while you are singing on stage in August 1995.
I did not tell you before, but this is the truth, and look, what had did happened to you in 1998 August?
You were indeed, behind the bar, as I saw.
I was right. So don't ever try to ruin my real reputation by teling your own controlling desire about my exsistence,
because thiat is not true, and that is real.
I forgave of what was mistakely happened, except the real criminals, but if you bring this
incedent up against me in anywhere , anytime, in the future, then I will take it as a threat,
and I will take this to the court.
I will bring those issues up and sue you and your former colleagues.
They had no right to even take me to that place, because I was not in a club,
everybody has a right to go to the parking lot to just park the car.
Finally, the time has come, people should wake up about how this world has been ruled out.
They don't like anybody who has a true loving nature that helps to make the better world.
Their purpose is to curse the world.
They are the one who curse the world, I NEVER DO. I help the world.
They are the one who do voodoo, I HAVE NEVER DONE.
They always turn the table on me, because they KNOW who I REALLY AM.
And I KNOW who they really are.
Because If I didn't tell you this now, R*n, how would you ever know it was a fake trap letter that you read,
unless you, did related to that set-up paln.
The plan like an illumina** people would make as a consipiracy against me.